why it so happens

Hi,

I have an interview early next week and i am still struggling to get in the furious preparation mood. I am not sure that whats us pulling me back and what i can do to pull the right gear. Except putting the efforts, which i do know that will be needed sooner or later, sooner the better because then the quality of my work will also be better. It is quite possible that i am doing this exercise also to get in touch with the ambitious self who will enthuse me to get back to the track, which i seems to have lost somewhere after the deepawali vacations. I wonder whether the much awaited deepawali vacations were needed with the family which i had to miss due to the preparations of the various applications andthe stuff alike. Possibly yes. but may be again, i am looking for the alibies....

As in my memory Henry Ford said "Enthusiasm is at the bottom of all success". Where is the source ?????

well !! lets see, i am giving it one more try to get back to the race.

I greet to the reader.....

Vishal Agrawal